Lời bài hát Escapism.
Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
I met him at the bar
It was 12 or something
I ordered two more wines
'Cause tonight, I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
The man that I love
Sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over
Dumb decision
And I don't wanna feel
How my heart is ripping
In fact, I don't wanna feel
So I stick to sipping
And I'm out on the town
With a simple mission
In my little black dress
And this shit is sitting
Just a heart broke bitch
High heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub
Sippin' champagne
I don't trust
Any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man
Who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel
To my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms
Doctor, I don't wanna feel
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours
Since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me
It's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately
And I'm finding it crippling
Excuse my state
I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed
Get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back
To see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two-piece
That I'm trippin' in
And I'm already actin' like a dick
Know what I mean
So you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke bitch
High heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
I don't trust
Any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man
Who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel
To my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms
Doctor, I don't wanna feel
What
'Cause I don't wanna feel
Like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel
Like I felt last night
Be at peace
With the things you can't change
I'll be naked when I leave
And I was naked when I came
Out of reach, out of touch
Too numb, I don't feel no way
Toast up, so what
Street small, but it go both ways
So you'll run
Yeah, but you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
You're asking me my symptoms
Doctor, I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night, oh
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms
Doctor, I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the fuck I am
Or who's drivin' the fuckin' car
Speedin' down the highway, sipping
Mixin' pills with the liquor
'Cah fuck these feelings
I left everyone I love on read
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed
I remember nothing
So there's nothing to regret
Other than this 4-4 kick drum
Poundin' in my head
